such a c o l o r f u l MESS ...

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Labels: ~luv ya nick

Monday, September 29, 2008

MY DAD SUCKS this is the last time I've forgiven him 4 what hes done!

He's rude
mean
unreasonable
unfair
cheap
crappy
suckish
nasty
friendless
undeserving....

What did he do that made me so mad?

WELL........

I wanted Sharon to come to my house so I called her ma and she said ok BUT HE SAID THAT I HAVE TO ASK HIM FIRST SO I DID ...AND HE SAID NO!!!!!!!! So I call my ma and she says if someone can pick her up she can stay so I did BUT HE TAKES HER HOME ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!

WTF.............he always has to have everything his way!!!!!!!!!

UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH

he always has to know what I'm doing....

and he just interuppted me so I CAN CLEAN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!

I STRONGLY DISLIKE HIM!!!!!!!!!!

This makes me wish I only had a mom....

Labels: luv ya all exept my dad ~Ambar

Sunday, September 28, 2008

I LUV THIS SCHOOL
I LUV THIS BLOG
I LUV MY LIFE
I LUV THIS SONG
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WpKKsrlpBE&feature=related
I LUV THIS SONG 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zKVmyKP2LKM&feature=related
It's obvious that im in a good mood
OH AND I ALSO LOVE NICK JONAS..... BUT THEN AGAIN DON'T I ALWAYS!
TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........

I came home from my uncles....
I wanna go to the Midevil festival.....( at Fort Tryan)

I ADORE this commercal!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5K3unrDAE1o
I laugh every time!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Yesterday was HAWT! I had soo much fun it all started after lunch (its not like anything good happens in class) I went to photography with Sharonrocks96. We took some awesome pics outside then I played in the wet playground! Then me and Sharonrocks96 (or Sharonrocks96 and I) used Picasso2 to make them AWSOME! we changed things with colors and stuff. Then we went over to the people in knitting (I stole their yarn and begged for them to make me something) When me and Sharonrocks96 (or Sharonrocks96 and I) left school we went to 42 st. and walked straight to Mc.Donalds we bought 3 med fries, 1 small fries, 3pc chicken selects and a Mc.Chicken,.....We were hungry...LOL then we went to her house. (we talked the entire time (my grandma kept telling us to shut up) At Sharonrocks96's house we hung out and watched "Suite life on deck" YAY! and we did other stuff too. Then I went to my grandmas house and saw the presidental debate (Mc.Cain SUX!)

Then I got invited to sleep over my uncles house so i did so I could spend time with my cuzzies (cousins). I finally saw David Letterman and The Soup! and then I saw Fools Gold.

Labels: NICK NICK NICK ~Ambar

Thursday, September 25, 2008

http://www.justin.tv/jonasbrothers/49991/full_webcast
It's an hour long!

I like this song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOlCYtFZcSY

Labels: WACTH IT OR ELSE JK

Hoy el presidente de D.R veni a mi escuela! The president of D.R came to my school...whoever needed the translation suks! (stupid non-spainish talkers) (J.K) I didn't wanna go to school today.. I tried to pretend in sick. But the dude was cool and it was ok...
ummm oh and AND the dance isn't tomorrow...its next week! aw. OH and yesterday I SAW DANCING WITH THE STARS!!!!! FINALLY!!! and not only that but THE JOBROS PREFOMED!!!I had no clue they were going to on that day!! weird huh? its happened b4 though once when I saw Ellen (I can sense when the JoBros are gonna be on tv!!!...what an awsome power!) I wanted to watch David Blane do another stupifing and awsome stunt when the MOST HORRIBLE thing appeared on my T.V...George W. Bush!!! (tan tan taaa)
He starts talking about our economy's down fall and how we need to prevent it from getting any worse....I'm all like WTF ehy are you telling us this? its your fault it's happening because you keep spending all our money on WAR!!! (stupids!!!)
I changed the channel so I can watch Total Drama Island...I CAN'T BELIVE HEATHER }:( MADE TRENT THINK GWEN HATED HIM AND THAN KISSED HIM!!!!! LIKE WTF! THEN WHEN THEY FIND OUT THE TRUTH TRENT IS VOTED OUT OF THE SHOW!!!! Then the stupid host didn't even let them kiss goodbye!!! Trent and Gwen were such a cute couple!

LOL MOLLY!!! ( U no what I mean when I say AIRPLANE!!!) I'm sooo evil }:)
heres ur song!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9btjnrzp3o8

And Anissa showed me an awsome song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckI8ET1QSbc

this songs stcuk in my head
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_l7J41WLrw

Labels: ~EVEN MORE PEACE AND LUV Ambar

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

It's soo wierd thinking about how life works, why things happen...., what life will be like when we are old or even long gone, what will happen between ur BFFs, How will you look , what will you be, will you remember all the times we've had, Will you miss your life, Who will you lose, will you change,....I don't know why but these thoughts run through my head....I'm scared of change...Why must we grow so quickly?

I'M A REALLY HAPPY EVEN THOUGH I SUCK AT MATH, I'M TOO SCARED TO TOUCH THE BALL IN SOCCER, AND THE SKIT THINGY MY HALL DID SUCKED HORRABLY!!! I don't really want to meet the presedent of D.R... it's gonna be all musical and presidental all stuff...THATS WIERD.
I LUV THIS VID THAT ANISSA SHOWED ME!
we actually know some of this stuff.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cAs1YBELmA
Also on Friday from 4-6 ( U no until the dance) if I can't stay in the building, I might go to Mc Donalds with a group of people (FINALLY!)
+I'm hall rep!

I'm sorry Bi-Polars that comment I made yesterday was mean...so sorry (u still know who u are...)
I MISSED DANCING WITH THE STARS AGAIN (Cuz of me mean, annoying dad)
I WANNA WATCH THE SOUP
AND TOTAL DRAMA ISLAND
AND FLAPJACK
MAYBE CHOWDER
AND FAMILY GUY
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I MISSED THE FIRST DAY OF DANCING WITH THE STARS!..in engenieering they mentioned somthing about small black holes being formed what if they GROW and suck in everything! Ahhhh! but they said it's a myth. I DON'T GET MY MATH H.W. IDK why we even have math...nobody will use a lot of this stuff when they grow up! The dance is in 3 days...I'm going with friends! WHO NEEDS BOYS 4 THIS CRAP ANYWAY! I'm just gonna have some fun with my buds. And is it just me or was it FREEZING in school today! Um thats it it think...
BI-POLAR PEOPLE SUK! (u know who u are)

Labels: ~MORE PEACE AND LUV Ambar

Monday, September 22, 2008

Well I should start by saying...DANCE THIS WEEK!!!! YAYNESS!!!
So what happend on Sunday was awsome cuz on Saturday Francheska invited me to go shopping with her. I was soo excited because I haven't seen her in soooooooooooooooooooo long! So I got ready As Soon Was I was and put my red jeans, suspenders , a roxy tee, my vest (opened), and my converse with two pigtails and hair coming out fron the front. (I looked like a Jobro..lol) but anyway I was sooooo happy to see Francheska again. So we went to a chinese buffet, and lots of stores but as soon as we walked into Wet Seal....The fun really started we tried on lots of clothes and accessories. I loved this top that i saw that had a black ribbon above the rim and a back and white checkered patterned on it. I also got 2 awsome tanks for $10 at Old Navy and tried on this AWSOME blazer that I wanted...I also got a tie! so now I have my outfit for the dance! Can't wait! We also walked past Times Square and got "THE BEST" ice creram I've ever tasted. It was cheesecake ice cream with grahm crackers, pie crust, strawberries and blueberries. I also liked the one that had brownies in it (SUPERCHEWY!!!!). They said we would do this more often! ( I hope so!!! I need to buy that hat and a beret (french hat) and more clothes) SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go to Pinkberry next!

Today I came back to reality........sigh........but I still luv every1
OH....and yes Gisette...Who Am I?

Labels: LUV YA STILL AMBAR (am-ber) (not BAR)

Friday, September 19, 2008

http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/01/funny-pictures-kittens-locking-kittens-in-box.jpg

http://ihasahotdog.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/cute-puppy-pictures-white-teddy-bear.jpg

http://ihasahotdog.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/cute-puppy-pictures-refill-pool-again.jpg

http://www.pjlighthouse.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/cute_dog_dota_01.jpg

Sharonrocks96 showed them to me!

DING DONG SONG!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bBoapO276U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeBhe0WwbU8&NR=1

Yesterday was cool...really cool. Frist things wre a bit bad cuz when me Sharonrocks96, And shoppinggod16 Had to walk into a VERY stinky train...Why was it stinky you ask? Because there was a VERY STINKY HOBO just laying there we were really grossed out. I tried to take it and not hold my nose but I couldn't help it I had to cover it and fast I saw people walking in and walking right back out before the door even closed...I was so happy when we left I said "FINALLY FREASH AIR!" Also I freaked out after math cuz I missed a lesson and needed a quick lesson on what I missed...I was soo scared cuz he asked me easy questions I couldn't answer...I STRONGLY DISLIKE MATH... For creative arts I have photogaphy (Taught by Prof.Thompson...DUH) at first when he gave some sort of intro to the class it was sooooooooooo boering and I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boered. But then he took us outside with cameras...I took pics of everything the trees, a couple, the lake, people , geese, lots of dogs (I pet some of them too!), plants...I was in the zone.After that we stopped at the park and a little girl walks up to me and asks if I wanna play with her her name was Hanah and she is soooo cute she huggesd me and spoke in this really cute accent she said she was from Austrailia I LUV HER shes way cuter than my sis. Then I got upset cuz my dad picked me up and his car smells really bad and Sharon NEVER wants to ride it + its no fun cuz my dad always yells at me! Then I was boered cuz Sharon was home and I was at Fanny's house. (Fanny is my family's Sitter shes old and boring) but my mom got a phonecall from my godbrother asking if I was going to their church youth group I said yes and rushed to McDonalds to get some food and then I rushed home to get ready...Then I tried to eat and write this blog at the same time but my mom made me leave before I could finsh anything. I was taken to a car filled with kids and we all talked the entire way. It was pretty cool. When we made it there I met a lot of new people and it was pretty cool cuz I was getting lots of compements and everyone was nice. When the service started, there was a band singing Cristrian Music (it sounded pretty cool) but It was kinda wierd...I think it's because I saw all the kids I met were sticking their hand out and stuff...idk. Then we sat down and a guy came to the stage told us all the cool events that were going to happen soon and that I wanna go to. Then he told us a story from the bible gave us a lesson. After the lesson he told everyone to pray....I did...I was crying...so was everyone else (even the guys) then some people walked up to others to hug them and to make them feel better so I sat next to my godbrother (who was still praying) and a nice girl walked up to me and asks me if I knew him and she asked if I was new I said yes to both and I asked how old she was (she said 16!!!) I thought that was soo nice of her to walk up to me just like that! I told her that I thought the place was really awsome and how much love there was in the room she agreed and asked for my number and asked if I was coming back. I said "I hope so!" then she said cool and if you don't come I'll stalk you and call you non-stop if you don't." Than I I told her how nice it was to have her walk up to me like that. Than my godbrother lifted his head said hi and asked if he could talk to Rachel in private. I said ok and walked up to my friend Emily (she was also one of the people who invited me) she was also still praying so I walked up tho the guy who gave the lesson I told him about my first experiance here and he said "God has big plans for you." I said "thank you", smiled and walked back to Emily who was talking to a friend I asked if she wanted to go downstairs she said "Sure" and we walked downstairs to get some garlicbread and chips I ate the bread and put the chips in my purse and talked to a girl I met (cuz I lost Emily). It was time to go so I said bye to some people and went back to the car. I talked the entire way home.

Labels: ~PEACE AND LUV Ambar

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Well, I remember when I moved to Newton I was devistated...until I made some really awsome friends...

Sofia is one of the first friends I made in Newton...she's a hippie and the future first female president of the U.S. Shes really fun and unique and can have VERY interesting ideas. She is really good at stuff and knows more broadway shows than anyone else on earth! (or at least more than everyone else I know. Shes fun... really fun! and idk...uniqe! I'm happy I'm able to be firends such an amazing person).

Orian shes awsome, like shes really easy to talk to and understands almost everything I tell her. She also knows good music and I like music. She is a real confidence booster...i would know. She's way more outgoing than I am and doesn't really care what people say about her. + shes a person with really a good idea on what fun is. I'm happy that she's always around.

OMG!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST FORGOT SOME PEOPLE!!!!!....

Anissa is soo awsome. Shes awsome, and popular (or at least more popular than me)

Shes fun and crazy and doesn't care at all about what people think about her....

shes fun...ny

and theres a lot to her I can't explain...

Danilela's crazy....Nuff said

Labels: yea....

ummm... not much besides crappy trips, math, RUMORS RUMORS RUMORS...umm oh yea I BELIVE IN VAMPIRES!!! It's all because durng inqiry (A.K.A THE MOST BORING CLASS EVER thet is taught my disprportioate people and an old lady with very soggy boobs...no offence to them...although she could wear a bra) anyway Daniela was on this wierd site that sells synthetic blood for vampires it was soo cool, and creepy, and wierd...Oddly I had an urge for drinking blood...lol. I also heard from a reliable source that there are vampires in the Lower East side and that they have pale skin, dark hair, and go out at night to ask for blood donations...LOL...I wanna read this very popular book called "Twilight" then I wanna read the rest of the series, then I wanna see the movie. Tee Heee
THIS IS FUNNY! AND CUTE... http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/funny-pictures-kitten-makes-head-explode-cuteness.jpg

Sharonrocks96 showed it to me!
FRANCHESKA IS EVIL }:( she was posing as me on chat...ANGER!!! She is the DEVIL }:(... she thought I was badmouthing her so she embarrassed me LOL!!!! But I cleared the message
LOL!!! nOW SHE THINKS SHES "CrAzY bLOG gIrL" LOL (SHES NOT BTW..LOL)
TODAY IS SUPER INTERESTING..
9:01 FRANCHESKA FINALLY LIKES A JOBROS SONG

Labels: ~Luv Ya Ambar

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I have some really close friends and they all rock! They're supportive, appreciate me for who I am, crazy, AND THE BEST FRIENDS A GIRL CAN EVER HAVE....Sharonrocks96 (she told me to use her blogspot name) is one of my bestest friends EVER since 4th, and 5th grade!!!! I tell her EVERYTHING!...She is really...unique. She doesn't care about what people think about her, she loves fashion and wants to work in fashion just like me. She's super fun and does lots of crafts. She isn't very emotional she doesn't need to be because she always finds a way to express her feelings.
Francheska is my other B.F.F. She is different than all my other friends. Shes a citygirl with an attitude...shes sarcastic and speaks the truth (she makes fun of Nick all the time). I don't know why but I can talk to her forever weather its fashion, our problems, or even our futures. She loves fashion too and thinks we (including Sharon) should work in Seventeen Magizine (as disigners/models/fashion article writers and live in a nice beachhouse in L.A (like the people in the hills). I LUV HER...(no homo..DUH!!!) Shes also a prankster B.T.W...
Bemedy is really crazy and shes one of the first friends I've met in this school. She is really funny and idk...she trusts me and I trust her. She's also a good gossiper. She always has somthing good to say...idk shes a mystery. I never know what she's gonna say or do next.
Leida she is another one of my first friends in CSS. She is the smarty pants and is really cool. Shes the best beecause she actually decided to hang out with my group even though "the dark side" was trying to take her away. She's really fun and has really fun hangout "parties" .Shes different than "THEM"..I'm glad she is...
U Girls are the best and we will support each other through the ups and downs...u r the best ;)
I have more friends I...I'll create another blog about them......
ALL OF YOU ROCK!!!!
SO DOES NICK!!!!

Labels: ~Ambar with love

School was ok..i had fun..idk y...hmmm....?
I did two quizzes, socalized, went to soccer, LEFT EARLY CUZ OF MY SICK BRO AND SIS!!!! AM I THE ONLY HEALTHY CHILD?!?!?!?! I saw some dude with an indigo suit...wierd....
OH YEA!!!...+ PEPOLE KEEP THINKING I LIKE SOMEONE..I DON'T LIKE ANYONE!!!!!!...chrushes are fun and all but u people O.D+ It.....never......works....out!!! how many times do I have to say it....I mean first ur like friends... than u crush on each other... Than you date...than you break up...than you can't be friends because it's akward or you hate each other...IS THAT WHAT YOU REALLY WANT!!!!
Thats why I luv Nick...No akwardness+ He's a STUD MUFFIN!!!!!!
A girl can dream.....
colors are fun...

Labels: ~Ambar

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I go to a really ok school. We have uniform, not that many events , we start at 8:00am and leave at 4pm, but we can do some pretty cool stuff. It's called C.S.S (Columbia Seconday School for math, science and engineering) It can be sooo boring somtimes.for gym I have soccer, I was absent today I missed everyone, but I missed math (which is good cuz math scares me...). I'm going back tomorrow...YAY...Awww....(it's obvious I have mixed feelings about this...).
........Well see what happens tomorrow.....
LUV YA NICK!!!!!!

Labels: ~Luv Ya Ambar

CRAP! theres nothing good goin on in school other than realationships...BORING!!!+most people in my school aren't that cute anyway (more like...THEY ARE ALL UGLY!..no offence to them). I don't even get why people date at this age ralationships never EVER work at this age then u can't be friends because you eather hate each other or its just akward sooo...I WONT EVER GET A BF. (unless a cute, smart ,nice, and funny guy enrolls in my school and he ends up liking me...YEA RIGHT!).........sigh (maybe I do want a cute "young love" sort of experiance) for now I'll stick with liking Nick Jonas (in my mind he can like me back...). B.T.W: Yesterday was his birthday sooo... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK!!!!! <3

Sunday, September 14, 2008

For the first time ever I have a blog! Now I can talk about my thoughts! (although thats y I have a journal). So I guess I'll say that hmmm... let me see... I'm short, and not very normal, but still I want to find my place in this world ...I luv the whole RockerChic unique but still loved by others. I guess I'm a bit of everything I can be sporty, I luv video games, I write, I wanna play guitar, I love singing and acting, and I ADORE fashion... I always try to make it my own. Thats what I want to do when i get older (maybe work in the fashion parts of Seventeen magazine, model somtimes, meet celebs, basicly all I ever wanted to do!) I also like home disign. IDK my life leads me where it leads me...

~Luv Amber

Labels: ~Luv Amber