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this is probably the last day of fun I'll EVER have....lol?
i dont like any1...yet
i actually lstened 2 orian
my costumes rocked (hippie, gypsy)
i hung with my cuzzies and trick or treated
........
im happy!
now i have some stratigies to work on
Shaanti and Emily keep thinking that I like Hamburger Deluxe....(its a code)
and I DON'T
............YA
I DON'T LIKE ANY1
ummmm.....
i feel like everthing going on in my life is eather fake or a wierd sitcom

Song of the day:..(depending on my feelings)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uk_lZ37bUOM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2eUCfREAbw&feature=related
wierd combo...

im so kunfused by dis
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fciD_II7NI&NR=1
im actually scared now....

well that what holloween does to u...
well gtg play with my cuzzie Gabby (shes 9, CRAZY!!!!, fun!, and LUVABLE+SHE LUBS JOBRO'S 2 (unlike some people -cough sofia cough-)

anyway...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Zc7Wt4WBEE

Labels: ~my feelings are mixed...all of them...~Ambar

When i said there were gonna be changes I never thought one of them would be me being scared enough to......(*thinking of feelings to compare*)..OMG I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING...
Y u ask?...
GRADES
mine will suck so don't ask
holloweens 2-morrow

Projo was in a video!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hd-uklv-5g
(andre 3000)

Song of the day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9vOwc-6t-8

happy B-day cuzzie

my......... life.....is .....so.........ugh............idk anymore

im busy trying 2 figure out my socal status......where do i fit in the map of socal statuses.......(*deep in thought*)

yea......LOL

I'm not jelous anymore
sooo over it...losa

Bi-club?
come on u ppl are so OVERREATING!
ur all too youn 2B Bi
i mean seroiusly B A KID!

Labels: death row awaits~Ambar

wow...yesterday wuz dull
im not jelous
2-day wuz the last day of soccer
this class wuz awsome
i learned
i lived
and 2day was specal
and fun!
im sooo idk right now......
but in a good way
lol
i can sense somthing coming up....
i lub this song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_VFlo1EKvs
holloween in 2 days!
gonna b a gypsy....YAY!

Labels: HUGS~Ambar

i like music
2day wuz cool
gossip and crap
which caused our ELA teacher 2 get pissed @ my class
she said adolecence iz horrable and we r mean
but some Be-Ots-es...DISERVE IT
i lub music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzwAXlWkk3Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnZ73inxiZE

Labels: so yea....life ~ambar

I
WAS
DRAMATIC
ON
POURPOSE
JUST SO U NO....LOL

Labels: so ya~ambar

UGH!
im sad
now that heart i own is now little particles of dust...slowly blowing away with the wind....
sigh
whatever....
i guessi should go back to liking jobros
should i?????

Labels: luv ~ definate cat lady

I am in a good mood and will share some sarcasm.......
well 2day we saw a movie 4 creative arts... It was about Eygpt...ugh

Announcer dude (AD): We discovered 2 lanes similar 2 the ones in bowling.
Me: WHAT?? The Egyptians played bowling?!?!?!?!?!?!
AD: Then I had an idea...
Me: 2 PLAY BOWLING RIGHT!!!?
AD: I realized thats where they slept
Me: WHAT?!?!?

L8R....

(I hear knock on the auditorium door fafter seeing a skeleton in the movie)
Me: AHHH IT'S THE SKELITON....IT'S GONNA GET US!!!
Sofia:.......(stares @ me like im crazy)
Me: AND THE BUGS!!!!
THE TEAMED UP!
THE SKELITON PICKED THEM UP AT THE AMERICAN MUSEUM OF NATURAL HISTORY AND THEY CARPOOLED!!!
CUZ CARPOOLINGS GOOD 4 THE ENVIORMENT!......

I also like his song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XzUNOvj8EVE
and this song is in my head
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iYOOuJLuaY&NR=1

ya
thats all folks!

Labels: ~luv yalls and stuff Ambar

not my best day

• test
• principals assembly
• suckish job during elective
• crushing crush reality hit me....HARD enough to break my heart..
• i dont get guys
• I NEED 2 GET GUYS
• BUT NOT GETTING THEM ANNOYS THEM
• UGH
• YA
• at least there are new m=smiley faces on google......they're cute
• and uhhh......
• this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_YhhQuAYKQ&feature=related

Labels: ~luv ya ...Future cat lady

2 days, no hw...YESSSSS
dads mean...
Hey!
have I ever mentioned that I think I'm failing math
well,
NOW I KNOW I'M FAILING MATH!!!...thats all im sayin...
Prof Nalley: Any questions, comments, concerns , sarcasm....
ME (not really) : Well this is sooo usfeul i mean im totally gonna use this later in life...I'm gonna walk into a gorcery store and ask 4 the n of lays and doritios!!!!

boring trip 2day but i made things better
I joked a lot
(me looking @ large scale bugs in dirt (fake) )
Me: AHHH LARGE BUGS
(seeing dead owl (also fake) )
Me: The bugs did that
Sofia: No ambar the bugs did not do that
l8r
ProJo: Jonothan La is in ur group
Me: NOOO! hes gonna eat me!
ProJo: What? (looks at me)
Me: THE BUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya

(luv me sexy (4 ever)..inside joke..ill tell 1 day)

saw this vid...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR6QaelmlpQ

Labels: so ya~ambar....THE BUGS

Friday was the best day ever

• I told the person I liked that I like him....AND NOTHING HAPPENED!!!!!!!YAY...no really Im happy! (I'll mention y when I feel like it)
• I hung out with my buds
• I went to Sharonrocks96's house to watch Prom Night......I laughed at the end
• I went to my uncles house to sleep over
• I stayed up late
• I ate a HUGE-O pizza
• I watched these funny vids and heard 1 song I like

1. Song-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsOBVBaflt0
2. funny vids- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdwOoinuJi0 (Ozzy Osborne sings "take me out to the ball game"
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mq1ob05OiG4 (The soup: womanizer)

• I saw "The Breakfast club" u should see it!
• and Saturday Night Live

............................................................YAY!

............................yea

Labels: my life....

YEA.....GO OBAMA......WE NEED CHANGES
I HATE SCHOOL I TINK ME FAILIN AGAIN
UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHH..........
IM SOOO DEPRESSED
EVERYTHINGS WRONG WITH ME.....IT'S PAINFUL....
I'LL LIST 4 U....
I'M....

• IRRISPONSIBLE
• HAVE ISSUES
• SHORT
• BAD IN GRADES
• SHY....TERRIBLY..PAINFULLY SHY....DONT LOOK AT ME
• MEAN...SOMTIMES
• TALK TOO MUCH
• BAD LISTENER
• EASYLY DISTRACTED
• UNORGINIZED
• MESSY
• UUUUGGGGHHHH

WHAT AM I GONNA DO....

(I HAVE ALL THESE ISSUES AND I STILL ALMOST GOT ASKED OUT)

BUT I'M SHY.....AND STUFF I CAN'T MENTION....YET (SOOOOOOO COMPLICATED)

I NEED THERAPY.............SAM?

Labels: ~I AM HUNGERY......AMBAR

TODAY...
SCHOOL...
HW....
YEA...

I'M HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS IN WHICH

• I KNOW I'LL NEVER GET A BF SO I WATCH JOBRO VIDS AND DAYDRAM AND STUFF. (AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH I LUB THEM)
• I WANNA WATCH MORE NIGAHIGA VIDS
• I WRITE IN ALL CAPS
• I READ MORE TWILIGHT
• ........................I'M A SAD PERSON (NOT THE EMOTIONAL KIND, THE LOSER KIND)

BUT YEA THIS IS MY LIFE

I REALLY REALLY WANT A NICK JONAS......UGH

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIm8LZn17fU&NR=1 ~LOOKIE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i89XTwhXdJo&feature=related ~I WANT THIS 2

Labels: UGH UGH UGH ~AMBAR

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QKLdzqmYLA
yup I luv this song
......................me the hopeless romatntic eh?

lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CazV-Yfy9Ns&feature=related
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oi9VzgDseL8&feature=related

today I did nothing but

• wash dishes
• read twilight
• do hw
• watch Tv
• this
• CRC

yup

but I LUV THIS VID I SAW ON THE SOUP YESTERDAY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVD7E4X0hF8

WATCH IT!

and I luv twilight ....its....its....IDK how to put it..... um .......like....this ...person Mary Murphy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izLmuHMjIWM

I'm soo happy I hav a crush on some1 again!

LOOK ISN'T JHON HORRABLE LOL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igz9oVAuiFo&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpHWSqBcR3E&feature=related

ummmmmmm.........why is Kim Kardashian in this??????

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fZHou18Cdk&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhNJfc1LjLU&NR=1

LOL...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MymMhj3Vgww&feature=related THEIR GONNA HAVE A MOVIE....YAY! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXFCPUlGYEM&feature=user

IM SUCH A LOSER!!!!!!!!

Labels: but IDC ~Ambar

Um yea I went to youth gruop on fri cuz I misses 2 weeks of it ppl were happy 2c me agagin (at least theres one place ppl care if I'm there or not) buy it was cool, I ate a soft taco (I like tacos) the next day I went apple picking and got to

• socalize
• eat
• pick apples (duh)
• socalize
• eat
• pet donkeys
• saocalize
• and eat
• I ate a caramel apple, regular apple, cheese fries, and ice cream

I had fun.....

I'm reading twilight (FINALLY) and luv the way it looks when u type it!im up to pg 200

I'm seeing lots of Nigahiga vids on youtube latly. THE DUDES HALARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!

heres a link http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=nigahiga

ugh that person I like.....the whole crush thing is a lose , lose situation he'd NEVER say yes to me.....

I'm still thinking of changing my backround, any ideas? u can help by showing me stuff from Blogskins.com

UGH IM SUCH A HUGE LOSER LOWLIFE CAT-LADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there goes my self esteem......

but theres 1 thing In have to listen to and thats

"Don't hold back your tears but don't let your tears hod you back..."

and I thank orian for being so supportive and understanding.......u help a lot!

Labels: losa=me ~Ambar

I'm Demi
Sharonrocks96 is Selena
oh wait Selenas dating Nick
ummm...I GTG KILL HER....
OH IM ON TV!!!!
hi mom....
yea I'll go find my flaming dagger (jk) lol
BLOODY MURDER!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: R.I.P. Selena~ Ambar...jk...or is it?

so today was.....ok?
I'm sooooo jelous of those other bloggers who are deep and waaayyyy more interesting than I am
CUZ I ALWAYS POST VIDS!!!!!!!!!!!
If u know me give me comments (verbally, personally)
on what I can improve
sooo.......
yea

I got humilliated today...yay
..not really
but
I got revenge by pulling the jerk who made fun of me's HUGE ears...now they look BIGGER (no offense dude)
but he diserved it
so did luverboy
not mine
somone elses
OMG!!!! luverboy has a bro.......... i was like wow

I'm such a loser :)
serously........

OH YEA AND I REALIZED NO GUY (WHO IS WORTH LIKING) LIKES ME ALTHOUGH I LIKE 2 PEOPLE
IM GONNA GROW OLD ALONE AND BE A LONLEY CAT LADY ....... UGH

U R SOO LUCKY ALEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GTG BREATHE.........

Labels: ummm yea Ambar

So today was CRC back in action....lol
in electives I had to say a paragraph from Hamlet by: Shakebere
.....so anyway
I FORGOT MY LINES
CUZ I WAS SOO NERVOUS
UUUUGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
yea...embarrassing-uh

But is k cuz at least I'm not like her
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aR75L08SBHo

I like this song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNnx-obOY1Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8QvLJO8spQ&feature=related

yea.....2 days in a row of embarrassment.... UGH!

HOY WAS HORRABLE CUZ SOMTHING HORRABLE HAPPENED IN MATH...if anyone makes fun of me 4 that or thinks I'm horrable...OH WELL it happens to every1 and if u stop being my friend becuse of that than ur not a tru friend cuz my REAL FRIENDS knew I had this problem and treat me exacly the same ( I luv ya'lls u r so awsome and supportive)

BUT IM HAPPY CUZ CRC (or CWC) IS BACK AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BE SCARLET AGAIN!

I LUV VIDS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1P5LEuJsJs (4 U JERKS)

I LUV THIS...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBlsruHtP4M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=et5C4OKNTeM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvIvp5JLIug&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06ZsftPImew
MORE SPAGETTI CAT!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szwMuxmT9nE&feature=related
AND MY PERSONAL FAVE....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kh0tncnBiRQ
LOL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dI6vsz97jaE
eww..what is Heidi trying to do...her implants r gross...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Of-DNa_FqTs
ewww...what is miley trying to do...she is gross

ummm......... yea
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whiodBT6IxE
wait theres more.......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32J1wz2t-gU

THIS IS MY SHOW!

YEATERDAY........Well school was ok but creative arts was better we went to city collage and looked 4 gargioles, Sharonrocks96 was with me. (she doesnt like it when I add her real name....lol) Anayway I had lots O' fun especally cuz I got to help set up 4 the dance.
After class my grandma brought me and Sharonrocks96 (or Sharonrocks96 an I) to my uncles house where we ate LoMein and played with my uncles chuwawa. (Mickey) . We then went to Old Navy and bought stuff. When we got back for the dance 9 minutes after it started so I dressed into my black and white outfit as soon as possible. I had fun....I got compliments (I luv compliments) although many people complained, I stayed positive and enjoyed myself. I'm satisfied....

TODAY.... I DID NOTHING! I STAYED AT THE BABYSITTERS.
but I made a friend in Denver, in TEXAS...I think (using one of those fan numbers u call...I used Demi Lovato's) LOL...AWSOMENESS...
I also listened to music for 9 hours....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8aBKs9Fb0U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Mi10ujLq3M&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIyaCFyCShM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8Ip3Uyw_Os

This is a movie...
http://video.supernovatube.com/play.php?viewkey=961695bd1c1d9816d0c0

Labels: ~LOTS O' LUV Ambar

NO DATE 4 THE DANCE (NO DUH!!!!) I WISH.......lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8QrAS8Q1HY&feature=related
but I have friends and 2 awsome outfits so..............
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6P34SHWr_QQ&feature=related
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PshQDuwt_UI&feature=related
but still...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYb_rv_bZPs&NR=1
BUT I DON'T NEED A GUY..........
but it would be cool if I had 1.........a hot 1

IM SO SAD I KEEP LOOKING UP PICS OF NICK KISSING MILEY AND SELINA......UGH
http://a.bebo.com/app-image/6902973722/5411656627/PROFILE/i.yaquiz.com/img/q/u/08/05/05/5007655936a7343800787l.jpg
but this pic makes it better....

Labels: ~*smiles oddly* Ambar *the smilings creepy now*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZARX6bbD6c

IF I WAS INVISABLE YEAAAA.

Clay Aiken is gay

but idc

he's awsome

(this was written yeaterday)

Today....

school, chatting, outfit prepeation, and this song

\http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3REA6FCyLKg

and this story for this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMiq-lnlr78&feature=related

CRAP! It involves Selina...whatevs......UGH!!!!!!!

OH and Every1 keeps talking about twilight and paramroe (cuz they sing a song for the movie)

I heard their son thanks to somebody!

I'm so glad I have people like Sofia to hang out at the dance with me cuz my other friends don't wanna go so THANK U SOFIA (and every1 else who is my bud and is going with me) U ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still can't wait

awsome outfits!

STILL LUV YA SOFIA.....

Labels: THATS IT SO LEAVE ~Ambar