MY PROFILE!!! Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I am reading old blog posts...I'm differentit's amazing how different experiences change you.
I don't know
but I just don't think anyone has a stable identity anymore
I sure don't
I sometimes say I have multiple personality disorder (but on the inside)
on the outside I'm regular crazy Ambar
....I like alternative rock...haha
I'm gonna add color to this blog....for old times sake
...if u wanna c
thats what the archives are for...
....WHO EVEN READS THIS BLOG????? lol
Labels: haha lol
Okay so I'm at the orthadontist'z with Sharon..using her itouch to type this...ik this is odd nut Im not too crazy about the guy...he looks at my teeth too much...lol yah ik he's supposed to but still and he has no sense of humor lol
I got black and pink braces
I already miss my red and teal ones :(
I want food
at lunch I got mad cuz people always steal my food... My plan is eh I stole a sweater lol
I steal things at times
I also kissed his forhead
I may take the thing a bit further (ik u dnt know what I mean but you will)
...Sharon is so lucky she doesn't need braces.
My parentS were soo mean when I got into the cAr juSt because the teacher let my go late! Then the got all mean because I txted until 12 am last night but I did hw 2...not that they care
then they got all mean because I took the sweater from a guy
my dad is All like "he might be sick or diseased"....the poor kid just has allergies...i won't die...
and my mom read my texts!!!! I mean geez! CAN I GET ANY PERSONAL SPACE AROUND HERE.....what kind of world is this????
(now at 10:17 pm)
home after church
and after the orthodontist my parents went to look at and amazing and expensive house which made me and Sharon think....when we think....things get odd
we saw a 5 bedroom penthouse with a HUGE terrace where
we thought about throwing a huge party
and we planned on sharing the house between families so we could always be together...and have twice the amount of stuff and share a room and stuff
or we could at least share the building....
I liked those thoughts....even though they were impossibilities
...now my dad wants me to pray...UGH
he just doesn't get why I'm not too into the whole church thing
....ugh
gawd
I feel hectic
lol
oh well
...at least I got cheese fries. ^-^
...I think I take things a LOT better than I should...lol
I got black and pink braces
I already miss my red and teal ones :(
I want food
at lunch I got mad cuz people always steal my food... My plan is eh I stole a sweater lol
I steal things at times
I also kissed his forhead
I may take the thing a bit further (ik u dnt know what I mean but you will)
...Sharon is so lucky she doesn't need braces.
My parentS were soo mean when I got into the cAr juSt because the teacher let my go late! Then the got all mean because I txted until 12 am last night but I did hw 2...not that they care
then they got all mean because I took the sweater from a guy
my dad is All like "he might be sick or diseased"....the poor kid just has allergies...i won't die...
and my mom read my texts!!!! I mean geez! CAN I GET ANY PERSONAL SPACE AROUND HERE.....what kind of world is this????
(now at 10:17 pm)
home after church
and after the orthodontist my parents went to look at and amazing and expensive house which made me and Sharon think....when we think....things get odd
we saw a 5 bedroom penthouse with a HUGE terrace where
we thought about throwing a huge party
and we planned on sharing the house between families so we could always be together...and have twice the amount of stuff and share a room and stuff
or we could at least share the building....
I liked those thoughts....even though they were impossibilities
...now my dad wants me to pray...UGH
he just doesn't get why I'm not too into the whole church thing
....ugh
gawd
I feel hectic
lol
oh well
...at least I got cheese fries. ^-^
...I think I take things a LOT better than I should...lol
Labels: cheese fries
Monday, October 26, 2009
haha what a horrible day...i have hw
and my plans not working
and my dude bud s being more emotional and blah than me
Mondays stinkkkkk....
my plan isn't working....anymore....
:(
my *riend so*ia says i should take it a step *urther.
i love strawberry ice cream lol
and i can talk to Taylor/Pikachu my turtle....we have short conversations now...lol
and
um
i hate hw.....UGH IT DRIVES ME MAD~~!!!!!!
Labels: trying 2b peppy
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I loveeeeee My Li*e is Averagehaha....
whats been up with me u ask...
well theres
- evil revenge plan
- 2 cute guys
- *acebook stalking (im stalking one o* the cute guys)
- hw hw hw hw hw hw
- dressing up
- halloween plans
- irony
- etc etc etc.
is that bad.....(the stalking part)
I mean I only do it because I always wanted to stalk someone..
but now hes all scared
....wimp
I *eel bad about it though :(
I unlike 2 o* my best *riends care i* someone doesn't like me
its an odd guilt thing.
I got a chictopia
I'm ambernyc
but idk
I'm not to....con*ident about using it
haha
people probably won't notice a short 13 yea old wearing crazy against-the-trend or twisting-the-trend things
I also need help
I have distraction issues
I can't wait till halloween
i am going to be a dead *ariy 4 the dance
but on halloween i want to be thiss...
so did sharon haha!!!
we didn't even talk to each other abot the costume...
great minds think alike I suppose.
right now shes complaining about a camera...she wants one
I'm hungery... :(
I also like...wait no...love....wait no...ADORE paramore and their new cd!!!! gawd they rock!!!
I listen to them a lot.....their music is like my li*e story
....and I hate miley....SHE IS NOT WEARING A CARDIGAN IN HER VID......liar
but o* course SHARON likes it
...i mention her name a lot in this blog
SHE DOESN'T MENTION MINE IN HERS SO MUCH
....but wtv.
she likes the other cute guy haha
and its hilarious
oh and hear this quote
I was there...it's about the dude I stalk
"omj. the other day i saw Jeremy ( I WAS WITH AMBAR, AND SHAANTI! I HAVE PROOF!) , and he was with his GF.
and i said
"ITS JEREMY AND *CHOKES*"
YES, i choked while saying his girlfriends name, and yes, i did choke on an iceee.
im pathetic.
lol."
and....my bud Merlin is amazingly awesome haha
everyone thinks so (idk random thing to say)
I also like...wait no...love....wait no...ADORE paramore and their new cd!!!! gawd they rock!!!
I listen to them a lot.....their music is like my li*e story
....and I hate miley....SHE IS NOT WEARING A CARDIGAN IN HER VID......liar
but o* course SHARON likes it
...i mention her name a lot in this blog
SHE DOESN'T MENTION MINE IN HERS SO MUCH
....but wtv.
she likes the other cute guy haha
and its hilarious
oh and hear this quote
I was there...it's about the dude I stalk
"omj. the other day i saw Jeremy ( I WAS WITH AMBAR, AND SHAANTI! I HAVE PROOF!) , and he was with his GF.
and i said
"ITS JEREMY AND *CHOKES*"
YES, i choked while saying his girlfriends name, and yes, i did choke on an iceee.
im pathetic.
lol."
and....my bud Merlin is amazingly awesome haha
everyone thinks so (idk random thing to say)
haha kk I think thats all
and as 4 the revenge plan...ill tell u about it when it works...or *ails
but what i can say is that i* my plan works 4 good things come out o* it
but what i can say is that i* my plan works 4 good things come out o* it
- I win
- she doesnt
- I get my payback
- the end o* my singleness
but then I get my major loss
my bestiest bud
so I should stop.....
or at least nnot let it go to *ar
...but then I *ail....
UGH!
Labels: everything.