Saturday, November 28, 2009
my weekend is pretty stupid.negitive but true :(
Thanksgiving: saw the parade....noone wanted to come over besides grandma and her weird bf (yes bf) and my great great greandpa. we ate, they talked, I watched an avatar marathon.
then my dad wanteds me to come with him when he dropped them off....i usually have no choice but to go...THEN HE STARTS A DUMB LECTURE ABOUT GOD AND STUFF...the same thing that happens everytime im alone with him!
Friday: we go to the mall to get most of our (awesome) christmas gifts.
i got
- clothes (the cute kind)
- a new wii game (the new mario 1)
- a new wii remote (pink!)
- etc.
then by 4 o'clock i was home -.-
and today...
i did
nothing.
well right now im at the sitters cuz
- my parents STILL don't trust me home alone
- they are going on a double date with my uncle and his (crazy) wife and they are going to eat at a nice NYC resturant and are going to see In The Heights..
i want to go to school in NJ.
why?
cuz i want to go to a suburbian school...and it will help my now destroyed school record.
..and i dont think ill get to go to Fashion industries for high school (good luck sharon!)
i feel so boring and slow and uninspired....
everything is too plain for me.
and im sick of everything
- my annoying school where they are always a grade ahead..and I'm not.
- my boring apartment
- always being grounded
- my dad who talks about me with my mom while im in the back seat
- feeling like im not going anywhere and im not good enough...like i need to be fixed or something
honestly...i have no clue where things are going.
-sigh- so much for an awesome vacation.
and sharon lay off the mysterygoogle...
and im petiter than u!! lol
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