Tuesday, November 3, 2009
At the sitters....doing hw....not a gud way to spend a free day.,
MY PLAN DID NOT WORK!!!! CUZ IM A CHICKEN!!!!
MY GRADES SUCK...AS USUALMY PLAN DID NOT WORK!!!! CUZ IM A CHICKEN!!!!
MY FRIEND IS MAKING THINGS HARD
MY OTHER FRIEND PROBBABLY HATES ME
AND THIS CHICK NAMED BRITT MAKES ME MAD!!!
.....stupid britt....
with her fb comments
and million complimented pics
and bf
and her cute clothes
.....yup ...im pissed
just wait....
oh and sharon has a better chance of being phychic.... tht sux!!!!
......bursting my bubble like that :(
....not that i dont want her to have powers...i just want us to be....equalish.
and my friends keep saying the plan dude likes me
LIES LIES LIESSSSS!!!!
hahaha no. im not smart whatever she happens to be compared to misss sunshine <---My opposite (which justifies why he wouldn't like my making my plan a FAIL)
or the real deserving one (hippie nerd) ..who is really smart
or pretty compared to britt.........
so yah plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz just plz
"Come one, come all you're just in time to witness my first breakdown"
~ATL
but i want this blog to mean somthing
i want a stranger to get inside my head and try to see how i work but can
so i want to talk about somthing"
my grades suck,
maybe because im lazy
maybe because of my "ADD"
but im not sure.
i mean im told im am AMAZING designer '
and im nice and i have a pretty decent amount of personality
and nobody grades me for that
noone seems to care about teh smile i put on my friends face when shes upset
or the time i waste listening to them and trying to confort them.
noone grades me for my "natural talent"
or my imagination
or witty outlook on life (usually)
and even though i have all of there
noone seems to care
it's all about a precentage on a peice of paper
and
no matter how "wonderful" i seem to be
i cant make it anywhere.
sharon is the same way....shes an amazing artist...and things differently (in a good way)
in diversity workshop we took a class
about different kinds of smart
Aurel (the wiseass) said it was pointless and made no sanse
but i understood it perfectly.....
people are smart at somethings
and i figured...im just smart when it comes to those
Aurel isn't smart when it comes to not being a wiseass
(hes awesome though)
......i dont understand this world
it's full of paradoxes.....
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