• THIS GIRL MAKES ME UBER MAD....LIKE UBER UBER MAD...AND SHARON SAYS IM LIKE HER...just cuz shes dating ma ex...NEVER
• as usual i was reading sharons blog and well...NO SHARON I GET TERRIBLE GUYS...I HATE IT!...i hate the school too...my mom and i saw the notebook but diddnt cry much.titanic is a completly different senario...and NO SNUGGIES
• I celebrated Hanukkah with my Bestie Sofia and her awesome buds and my awesome buds...making me part Jewish! lol
• H1N1 is what will lead to the zombie apocalypse...prepare
• I just yelled at my sis...she makes me mad as hell....UGH!
• I am loving music right now... Panic! At The Disco especially...mostly alternative rock...but my kind of rock isn't like Sharon's shes a bit boy band/soft  I'm in between hers (except i don't like boybands that much) and my (long lost yet not actual) twin Anissa (she likes screamo though...) 
• I'm prepared to leave my school.
• I finally learned to work iTunes and limewire...this is one of my proudest accomplishments (keeping Listerine in my mouth for more than 10 seconds is the other)
• Sex ed...the most useful class taught me how to kill a rapist.
• I love Never Shout Never 
• Ive been thinking about how I want my perfect guy to be because I tend to fall for people who aren't worth falling for...I want a Brendon Urie Or Ryan Ross (from Panic! at the disco..well actually Ryan left...but you get my point) I also like Christofer Drew (According to Sharon)...or Chris Ingle (if thats his name..it's one of those 2) from Never Shout Never. you see... Brendon is an amazing singer and seems to be a fun (and funny) yet compassionate entertainer...Ryan is shyer and a lyricist but can be just as funny as Brendon...but he is more passionate. Chris seems to be simple and unafraid of personality or emotion and would be blunt and adoring...so I decided to wait and search for  my Chris,Ryan, Brendon or strange hybrid of all three...(kinda sad but this is a personal promise)
• the promise i made myself ^ helped me a lottt....It's made me more open and less guy obsessed and desperate...and I talked to the guy who I used to facebook stalk and it wasn't weird at all...lol
• I hate how my social life is...besides having the most amazing best friends I am a bit reserved. It's also the fact that I go up for math lunch everyday to save my grade...(I have no choice).... I miss people...and their voices.
• I want to hear midnight scilence
• luckly my brain has worked as an ipod making things a bit better and when I really do listen to my ipod everything disappears for at least a while...it's amazing what music can do to a person even for a few minutes....the secret language of sound is understood by all of us....the only language that understands us too...music is the only uncomplicated unquestioned thing we have created...the only true magic on this planet.

Labels: Music is life