Monday, January 4, 2010
I had a bad day.oh well.
.......i'll just dislike my dad....as usual.
other than that i came home and
ate honey/vanilla ice cream
which is amazing
and chatted with strangers.
so being at home was nice.
im waiting till friday.
when my life ends...
i always say that at the end of a marking period.
hm.
ima read.
reading is good 4 me.
and i wanna finish my book...i have ela to do.
ew.
im trying to remember all the times i messed up.
.....many times.
manymanymanymany times.
per day.
so how do i fix this....
hm.
research?....(good idea)
(i am not a nerd)
....that was me thinking life was as easy as
googling your problems and finding the cure at google diagnostics or whatever.
that. is. sad.
so if i messed up and you know me...sorry.
idk....it was quite random.
i am quite calm right now....except my heart is beating harder than usual.
like i expect something.
but idk what.
(maybe my grades guilt and punishment?)
SUBJECT CHANGE
i like playing with my fingers....like trying to keep them still
but then they start to shake
or move a bit
and i can't control it.
and when im nervous
or bored
my fingers try to type...or play
imaginary keys.
and do other strange patterns in movement.
its kind of haunting.
....and i am easily entertained.
Labels: hell.







