Thursday, January 14, 2010
Okay...well life sucks.grades suck.
im grounded.
I have no life
no freedom
arguments
i have no music to drown everything out.
I lost my job...
im not designer of the show anymore.
and im being replaced.
and i felt terrible.
but i thought a bit.
but I don't care because....i have other chances.
and they don't because I'm leaving.
and i had great ideas.
and im experienced.
but like i said... their loss
I started the whole....not giving a shit thing
it's helping.
and i've been talking to my other bestie
and she has problems like me.
and we talk and stuff during lunch and assembly.
we hang in the girls bathroom...
i know its weird but its fun.
I want to talk to sharon more...lol her last blog sounded like me.
I just want to let everything out and do as I'm told.
It's about time.
anywayyy.
i feel empty.
im not sure why.
but i feel an emptyness in my chest.
its like a hole or something eating away at my insides.
it bothers so much.
but like I said
i dont know why i have it.
and I cant draw...or anything.
im so uninspired.
and my uncle has an open relationship...(ew. hes not okay)
and im reading a lot.
life isn't going my way
(not like it ever did)
so....now what?
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